
Last night I heard Makenna crying at midnight. I had no clue what was going on as she has been sleeping through the night since before she was 5 months old. After I let her cry for an hour, I went in there. I figured that at this point she had thrown all her pacifiers out of her crib and she would not go back to sleep without them.
I picked her up, gave her all her pacifiers, and thought that I would try to rock her for a little bit. Now, you need to know that since she turned one, she doesn't let me rock her to sleep anymore. She just wants to lay in her crib and go to sleep.
But last night, at one in the morning, she was my baby again! I rocked her while she just cuddled against me. She would close her eyes for a little bit and then open again. She was changing pacifiers, and playing with her fingers. She would look up at me and give me the biggest smile. Oh how I miss my baby girl...
After 20 minutes I put her back down and left. She cried for a couple minutes. I too shed a few tears of my own, thinking about how I love this sweet girl and how she's growing up too fast. Then she went to sleep and so did I.